Even though I had been diagnosed with PPD on time. I chose to ignore it and not get into taking medication. I thought I was taking a great decision as it’s just me overthinking( that’s what people around made me feel). Even my husband was sure it’s going to be okay, I’m going to be okay. Yet again I was Losing myself . I thought I had actually prepared myself in a way that everything was going to be alright. The actual reality was very far from it.